After drowning myself in such a bad mood for the the last several days, I decided to write something today.
The way you don't trust anyone but yourself is how you won't depend yourself on them. You won't believe anything that they've said because you believe, that every words which will came out from their mouth is a lie. the way you don't want disappoint yourself because of your own high expectation to someone else is called realistic. I am realistic and you can't say that I am wrong for being realistic.
Don't you just hate the fact. Some good friends of mine have gone through such a hard time lately. Being the one who's listening to their stories mostly all of the time is making me know how they feel. One day when it comes to an end, it will all just be a memory
You can't blame anyone else when you get disappoint by the things that they've done or the lie that they've said
i believe in all those simple things, many of us are too passionate to find happiness. Too many of us walk straight and pass all the simple things, which eventually can make us happy. Passing all the beautiful things in life and not be grateful for it. So was I.
So now I'm starting to appreciate things, even small and simple things. I'm starting to appreciate all the life's pleasures that are commonly overlooked. I am thankful for everyday sources of happiness that are right under my nose. I am grateful to God for the life i am live in.
If this is a fairy tale, I wish it will end happily.