So what to say? My life seems too complicated lately,
It's not that I don't appreciate people who are trying to make me happy, but it's just I find it hard to be happy when I'm not happy at that time.
I guess in my mind, things would never change but too bad the only constant thing in this world is change. So when things end when you’re not ready for them too has to be the worst possible feeling ever. Everything will just be a memory. The worst part of all was I knew the end was coming all along but never prepared myself for it. I just continued to let myself fall.
Now I’ve lost my self. I look in the mirror, and I have no idea who I’m staring at anymore. I’ve changed a lot and I don’t like it at all, but nothing feels the same anymore. I don’t care about anything anymore, and it doesn’t even scare, or worry me.
